~2006~2007~
- Sustained Sleep Deprivation
- Visual Over-stimulation
- Sustained high dose caffeine via consumption of Rock star energy drinks
- likely high volumes of sugar fom other sources
- Unknown total of Dextromethorphan via consumption of Delsym cough syrup
- Unknown content possibly consumed via shisha & cannabis smoked from a hooka
- Uncontrolled leg jerking with walking still possible
- progressed & increased muscle contraction resulting in compulsions resembling running high speeds, but while laying on the side
- involuntary interaction with others in environment without being conscious
- complex manic-depressive auditory & visual hallucinations resulting in intense feelings of physical emotion such as nausea caused by perceived cataclysmic experiences
- abstract black & white visual experiences occurring parallel to the bipolar emotion
- anterograde amnesia
09.18.2014
- possibly sleep deprivation
- 2 tabs LSD
- likely caffeine from red bull, other
- anomalous inordinate volumes of sugar
- smoked cannabis & resin from a glass pipe, smoked dab oil from an e-cigarette
- got spooked arbitrarily on the trail like a horse once right before the trip started
- intense coughing & stretching resulting in production of deep-seated phlegm & contaminates
- loud vocal expression, indecipherable communication & repetitive expressions such as relief or exasperation
- pacing, retreating
- involuntary rolling, flailing, continuing vocalizations
- total loss of consciousness & bodily control during a dreamlike state of revelations, abstract epiphanies, & ironic torment
- complex manic-depressive auditory & visual hallucinations resulting in intense feelings of physical emotion such as nausea caused by perceived cataclysmic experiences, but with acceptance of the depressive lows in an understanding of the coming manic resolution
- desperate attempt to communicate the visual conceptual experience
- extraordinary, profound experiences of colour & spectrum, space-time & other dimensions represented by polygonal morphing from heptagon or larger, step by step until a triangle dissolved into a spiral & line, or black & white yin yang configuration
- hallucinations corresponding to unprecedented personal spiritual experiences and perceived cosmic understanding
- hallucinations of the actual interactions with others in the environment; juxtaposed into the fantastic dream state
- despair & need to escape resulting in clawing & exasperation
- retrospective inability to explain experiences for lack of a read-world contextual frame of reference
