5pm01012015
just got up and shit
sleeping for days
out of welbutrin since...
my fault
feeling sick to my guts
wanting to cry
hang my head in my hands
taking forever for everything
clouded with guilt
feelings of loss
wanting to kill the pain
kill the consciousness
uncaring
dead
hungry
taking prozac and propranolol now
took 2 ambien last night
lasted through sleeping beauty on the first one
weed and kief helped but today....
i called the pharmacy for a transfer
why
