all damn tuesday

ok so side note is every time i am reading this and i see cran/pom i automatically think it says porn and i get confused to what kind cran is.

i went to bed at 230am with an ambien

i ate another slice of hamburger pizza around 2, and half a bottle water

sometime i drank a bottle of water and had maybe half one of those santa peligrojo lemon juice sparkling drinks because i had wild cotton mouth from iirc 3 bowls, one with kief, inconsistent head count

i ate 3 slices of hamburger pizza from papa john's, and the pepperoncini, roundabout 10

when i was watching a show with some humans, we smoked a bowl and possiblyy another bowl between 2-3 heads

i took a shower i left about 9 and i may have smoked i don't recall atm

6pm now and i've just finished another bowl of chunky chicken noodle soup with a glass of cran/pom... i wanted to eat some cheetos, but i hadn't i think mostly because they had been unopened.

about 5pm i woke up and had red-orange diarhea. it is with fettering confidence that i say the colouring was most certainly from the jello, because there was a little blood on the tissue which hasn't been the norm in the most recent of days.

i've gotten a sleeping around 2pm

130pm and i'm eating a whole bowl of red jello but i feel ill have to find more substance soon enough

took a salt bath

nasty itching feeling in the back of my nasal passages and i'm hacking up some sticky fuckshit from the sinuses and i think my throat as well

i took my meds and 2 advil with a glass of cran/pom

when i woke up at 12pm (10hrs), i was surprised at the time, thinking it would be wayyyy earlier, but not because i was tired because i got up

so i slept pretty quickly after 2am, but not before eating the remaining two snickerdoodles and cupcake. i had more cran/pom.

it is now 1am12162014 and i have a headache still, but i'm very hungry so i'm going to smoke a hit with the bubbler and eat this chunky chicken noodle soup. this is totally lukewarm af btw
there is indeed still a soupdrip mark on my index finger
i am tempted to take another nsaid for the pain, but i'm going to stick with the bowl for now. after i eat, i'm hopeful to feel better about it (this worked ok)

i have experienced some very mild and transient nausea during the course of this sickness
some of the pain i've been feeling in my left leg and in my hip jones
is sometimes reminescent of the pain i had when i was dignosed with a bone tumour in my femur.
they had told me for way too long that it were gtrowing pains.
so as i lay here, i wonder if my struggle with bodily suffering is near that of pubescence.